Wow, what an opener! well, its been a while my friends (as I channel “Crusty McCain”)I have officially graduated from college and I have a dilemma, a dilemma of the mind, body and soul. I don’t know what to do about it. I am trying to figure out what to do next, is there a career out there for me? and if so where is it? How do I get it?

I’ve been going back and forth through my mind trying to see what it is that I want. I don’t know! is it fashion, is it politics, art, non-profit organization’s saving the world? all these things are important to me and i can’t choose. I had an interview today with a restuarant as a hostess, I didn’t go cause I was scared. I hated the hours, its very high maintainance, and I didn’t think I would like it, leading to me getting fired. I got fired last monday from a job, my first time, in the history of me working, it sucked. They hated me and told me I didn’t want to be there and that I should do something else. I guess it has come back to hunt me. Now I am jobless, could have sold myself well today and had money. I feel bad, really bad, I feel like a failure. Yeah I have a degree, but I feel like its useless and so am I.

All I hope is is that I can figure it out, and soon. I don’t want to waste time on thinking and contemplating, cause I am getting nowhere. My friend (Goose) wants me to go in fashion with her, cause we both love it so much. She is a brilliant artist and a fashionista, I can wear the clothes and I have an eye for things, but  not like her, I think I have the business sense of things.

hmmmmmm…Maybe I need time, to just do things and think, I have time to use up, why not use it for good?

Jade

xoxox

p.s. Merry Christmas:)

It was about two weeks ago from today that I, along with 20 or so others, contributed my thoughts to a question-really a statement that read, “Let’s Argue about Religion.”  The author posed many thought-provoking statements about Christianity like:

     If a person has given his/her all to society and even betters society and that person has not accepted Jesus Christ as their “Lord and Savior”, then he/she will still go to Hell…. But on the other hand, a death-row inmate who has actually commited a horrible crime denies himself and accepts Jesus into his life, that person will go to Heaven.

Ok! Please keep in mind that I(Mika) am NOT religious at all! In fact, at times, I hate religion! But I still answered the author’s question-to the best of my knowledge of course. Here is what I wrote:

There are many twists and turns in Religion- especially Christianity. That is a hard question for many Religious people to answer….

I have a question!!!: What about the people who live in parts of the world and never EVER hear about Jesus. And then they die… where do they go?
The thing is everyone thinks they have the “Truth”. But how can you know for sure…

Live life to the fullest. Help others when you can. Try not to have any regrets. Live with a clear conscience.

There’s my philosophy…

Mika